What is this?!

Well,what do you call the feeling of sad,shocked,disappointed coming all at once? I DON'T KNOW =S This is the feeling I had when I heard your excuse... Many billions of though going through my mind that night and the next few nights maybe it's my fault...maybe...I guess Nag if it really is,I'm very sorry. Thanks to you,now I dont know what to say to you or even hate to face you sometime. I'm afraid of saying the wrong things n make u think wrong. Ps:You were 0 distance close from being my best friend before you blew it.GOOD job.