what i wanna tell u

You're 15 this year...so am I...

but why can't both of us just grow up?

well..I don't have the answer to this question personally...

It's been 6 months or more we've studied in the same class

and yet you are ONCE my best friend

but now,I don't really what's the problem is?

I've always heard from others that you boh song who and who...

but I just don't buy any of them...

cause you are my best friend and I should trust you....

but recently I heard from them that you boh song me...

WTF?!!my best friend boh song me?stop kidding please...

but I don't have the courage to ask you about that matter...

cause I'm afraid that's TRUE...

*yes...I'm that chicken...*

and this makes you think I boh song you...

LOLS!

what a funny little world this is....

please tell me everything isn't real....

and I'm just having another DREAM =I

=I,

Rambutano

失望(part2)

现在已经是12：36a.m了

而明天就是两年一次的运动会了...

正常的人都应该在床上发着梦...

我的意思不是在说我不正常啦=.=

只是大家都应该在好好休息...

我本来也在大约10点多就要睡的...

毕竟彩排得蛮累的...

但是却无法入睡...

今天学会了,

有些事情是要靠自己勇敢地去找答案...

可悲的是,我不是那种人

怕冒险的我

怕被人骂的我

怕跌到的我

就连一只蟑螂...

都可以吓倒乱乱叫的我...

重来都没有自己亲身地去解决任何难题过

课文上的难题例外...

从小到大...

不是依赖朋友,就是老师

不是老师,就是父母

他们从来都没有拒绝过我的要求

这点我很抱歉.

对鼓队的那种兴奋感也渐渐的减少

也许这就是人的本性:

'有时不珍惜,没事才可惜'

今天我有去问了些人我那里做得不够好,

一个两个给我的答案都是 ----- 我不知道。

给了我24个小时的时间

我还是雇不起勇气去问高层这些问题...

要几时才敢问??

着我本身也不知道...

=),

Rambutano

失望

不用我多说。。。

相信你们都知道是关于什么的。。。

对！是关于人选的事。。。

没有记错的话

在初二时，我曾经想过要退学会

谢谢国证。。。

在他多次的‘念经‘下，

我又在各自己多一次的机会。。。

所以今年还保留在鼓队

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回到正体。。。

关于今天的事

如果跟你讲我没事

哪个是101%在骗你的

伤心和失望的感觉总会有的

可是我真真不明白的是我到底还有哪里不足。。。

老实说我想演出都是为了加分而已

直觉告诉我问题是在我身上。。。

这一切都是我做得不够好。

To Be Continue......

What I'm thinking...

Just got report card this SATURDAY

my mind is some where in between of satisfied and NOT =/

i believe most of you including me told ourselves this:

'I must get *whatever* results in this term'

In the end....

only half of us got what we wanted

The reason i think half of us who usually FUCKED UP 

is because we would've given ourselves any excuses...

even though,there is a tiny mini part of us telling us to start studying...

but we ignored it... 

how sad =(

Excuses including,

'There wouldn't be a problem if i do it tomorrow,right?'

'I'm very tired already'

'Just this once...hehe'

''Finish watching this movie first and I'll do it right away'

etc.

Well....

the point is I am very fed up wit my continuous SHITTY RESULTS for two years

Others played.So do I

Others study till dawn.Me too

Others always chit-chat in classes.I didn't do it often :p

Others always passes up their homework.I did too

Others got what result they want.I DON'T

WTH!!

Is this world UNFAIR or WHAT??!

= I ,

Rambutano

OMG

Sei Liew Chin How

Promise me you really really really really really won't tell him argh!

if not you will not be able to celebrate father's day in the future jor XP....

********************************************************************

speaking of those tiring drum practise

we will be preforming at 7/2/2010 ady =)...

!!YAY!!

i just like to hear all the screams from the students...

tee hees~~

* it just feels so good... :) *

<<< Back to topic >>>

This Saturday is REPORT CARD DAY

!!!OMG!!!

and what kind of results am i gonna take this time??

 The Bullshit kind?

I think it's Bullshit kind la....

cause there isn't any other choices left = (....

DANG~~

hereby promising you

that i will be enjoying my mum 'singing' by that time

* wish me LUCK guys * 

smile always, 

Roger Chan

 

change please...

it's 0000 now

dislike people who is irresponsible i am

love to do things half way and stop you are

dislike people who won't answer calls after many tries i am

phone having technical problem or fell asleep you are

dislike people who want me to do everything i am

needs plenty of helps from others you are

dislike ....*i'm gonna to stop*

you did everything and anything i dislike

and you are there asking me to clam down

ARE YOU F**KING KIDDING ME??

change please and thank you

couldn't smile this time,

Roger Chan

remember!!

THIS SATURDAY

10:00a.m

CHONG HWA INDEPENDENT HIGH
SCHOOL

=)

Forgetful who?

It's gonna be a short post

just wanna release some anger

here gooeeesssss~~

i woke up at about 9 that day(if i'm not wrong)

after having breakfast i went straight to school for xxxx practice

*gonna skip the whole DANG process X/*

after 24 hours or so

went online and checked on witchy SAB's blog

and found out that the whole gathering thingy is on Thursday

and yes... I've forget about the gathering

all thanks to this useless,forgetful,cotton brain of mine

i must belanja 'him' minum teh dy-.-

the main point is lots of hotties went there

and yet i've miss that out again.....like always

*GRRR*

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

currently feeling :   Just wanna scream out LOUD

weeeeeeeesak day

it's a holiday dat day...

*obviously*

they planned this outing last minutes...

but still 11 of us made it =D...

arrive at TS about 11++...not wat we've planned

cos of dat lousy monorail...

stuck at there 4 like an hour..

damn it...

in the end,we decided to take a cab there =.=...

after meeting up wit the other 3

 

 

 

 we went to NEWAY for karaoke...

'sponsored our lovely voice' 4 about two hours...

da buffet really keep us full all day...

ahahas =)....

 later,walked to sungai wang for 大头贴...

teehees...

den we walked bak to TS again =,=...

watched KIDNAPPER there...

 it's a must watch movie ><....

have dinner with uncle who is going bak to CHINA in the evening...

smiles always=),

ROGER

ps: This is another comedy XP....

Finally

Finally gt time 2 update dis long abandon blog:-)
It's been a long while since I last updated it...
I hv my reason kay?
1st is because of exams
2nd is because i'm too lazy
3rd is because i'm getting tired of bloging
Hehes...
But I will still update my blog once in a while...
No worries ya:-)
Gtg now...
Nid 2 study 4 monday's exam...
Ta~